If only

if only I had the nerve to say I miss you very much

if only I had the courage to hold your hand tightly

if only I had the courage to accompany you step and welcome the new day

if only I had the courage to invite you to see the sun tomorrow

if only I had the courage to say would you be with me

however

from a distance I always say in my heart I love you very much

from a distance I can only look at you this heart can feel happy

though can only look from a distance

for me is enough

sometimes I'm being silly to cover up this love

every day I feel sick when harboring this flavor

I know this is strictly prohibited

however

thank you for being present in my life

I will pass this obstacle with a smile

I hope I hope we can be together

good night
have a nice dream